Hi, blogging again. Just for fun.
Wow, so much happened since the last posts.
So much have changed.

Yes, not feelin' good right now. Thus I am here. rmb blogging almost every single day of my sec sch life. Now tumblr is the "in" thing yo.

My nails are super pretty.
Anyway, its my exam week. Fuckin' stress, I have to retake Econs and Poa's sub paper. fml.
I don't even know if I am eligible for the Econ's sub. double FML.

the only thing I am lookin' forward to is the date with mah gurls tml.

Bridesmaids and then rebel.

Good lord please let me see you.

Stanley I am sorry, come back. I miss you.

Anything for you.

Never forget what they did to you. Never let em know you remember.

I feel fed up. I am listening to old songs.
I don't wanna cry myself to sleep again.
I don't wanna seek comfort in the dark.

But I cried, I sigh, I complained and I nagged
I seek and seek and seek.
I know I still doesn't matter.
I looked thru your old tumblr posts.
Pictures that I love, things I'll do.
Don't believe you don't feel a thing.

Tried, tired.

His Godsent

Godsent.

His not meant for cuddling sessions, he cannot tell you I love you without making you laugh, sometimes he gets so serious he gets angry. He kept quiet when your in the wrong, he cannot kiss without motive but he likes to kiss your hands and cheeks. He forced you to put your head on his shoulders after making you angry. Whenever you try to walk away from him, he chase. But when you ran so fast he couldn’t catch, he’d be at the door waiting. He don’t sweet talk much but whenever he does, you know that he mean it. He often tells you about his future planning, he thought you’d never listen but you can memorise it. And yknow when you need anything, he’d be there anytime, anywhere.He is the tree I wanna marry.

Stephen Jerzak & Leighton Meester - She Said LYRICS ON SCREEN

Grab a drink dancin’ under flashin’ lights
She’s a queen but she won’t put up a fight
Everybody knows that she’s a looker but she ain’t quite
right
So I lie through my teeth again

Been around see I think I know her type
Honesty is not the policy she likes
Choice words spoken to her in the heat of night
So I lie through my teeth again

Oo boy would you mind if I got closer
Oo boy I can tell you want me don’t ya
And I say why do you think that a wink can get you
anything you ask for out on the dance floor
She said
Oo do you love me

I wonder why she talks like that
Tell me something
Tell me how’d you get to be so bad
Hey I know something you don’t
Let’s go
We can go wherever you want to go
How would you feel if I told ya
You ain’t worth the trouble

It’s hard to think dancin’ under flashin’ lights
Touchin’ me tellin’ me I’m just her type
And everyone’s tellin’ me that she’s the hollywood hype
so tonight I’m gonna lie through my teeth again.

She’s lookin’ at me and I know that she don’t see
I couldn’t love her when there so many others
Blowin’ kisses at me but she aims too high
How could I love her when there’s so many other?

kiss me now and i'll show you what temptations all about

Rina: I realised you really can go on and on and on and on and on. After BIL&E.

Yes. I am still in the vicious circle. Going round and round and round and round.
I am starting to get dizzy spell.
I am a fighter, I will never stop.
I will hold on to things that keeps me alive.

Leaves in the River- Sea Wolf

I will never get sick of this song.

Its soothing like leaves on still water.

A destiny worth awaiting.

A relationship out of my reach.

Palm reading.

Palm reading! So interesting!

Thats what I come out from my own palm reading.

Interpret the heart line
Begins below the middle finger - selfish when it comes to love
Wavy - many relationships and lovers, absence of serious relationships
Smaller lines crossing through heart line - emotional trauma

Examine the head line
Wavy line - short attention span
Deep, long line - thinking is clear and focused
Multiple crosses through head line - momentous decisions

Evaluate the life line
Multiple life lines - extra vitality
Break - sudden change in lifestyle

Determine the hand shape
Air - square or rectangular palms with long fingers and sometimes protruding knuckles, low-set thumbs, and dry skin; length of the palm less than length of fingers

• Sociable, talkative and witty
• Can be shallow, spiteful and cold
• Comfortable with the mental and the intangible
• Do things in different and radical ways

You can read yours HERE!

Palm reading.

You know I'd fight for you, but how can I fight for someone who isn't even there?

If your birthday is on the 12th day of the month

You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.

Your Love

You seem to be contented with your unrequited love because you strongly believe that you will eventually win your partner's heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.

yes, unrequited love.
But I don't know how much longer I can go on.
Hearts? I won none.
But got mine broken.
Broken but never shattered.

And I've been dying to know; who's your heart beating for?

Life's ........
As peaceful as it may seems.
I don't really feel good.
Nobody dig a piece of my heart.
But I felt like it wonder off on its own.
Screaming boredom in my body.

I am too young to feel this old.

I just feel different.
Like Dion's not Dion anymore.

Its okay. Like what rina said,
" Sometimes I wanna console her, but I have faith in her for getting over things real fast"
I love her for understanding me.
And today I realised, she treats me like a little sister.
She understands that I NEED companies :)
It must be the Leo in her.

I am loving that Nicole Huang Meien has gain her freedom.
But she gotta control her $$ man. :)

Jeline Chia please meet me up sooooon :D love ya.

We play fight, insult each other, wind each other up so much and just generally drive each other crazy. And our friends tease us because they can see the intimateness of the fighting, the cuteness of the insults, the eye contact during the wind ups, and the mile-wide smiles we have when we say we're getting on each other's nerves. They can see we're meant to be.

Sure thing, I've changed.
But is it for the better or bad?

If this causes me to lose you.
I don't want it.

My blog's kinda dead.
But my life has just got less mundane.
New friends, classmates. They are all damn nice. :)
I miss going out with my girls. Back in those days when we don't even have to make time for each other. Cause we know, the next day we woke up, we gonna see each other naturally. Its kinda like a," what are we gonna do today?" than," when are you free to meet me?"

And, I don't feel like I have a need to report what I do and post pictures up on my blog.
My facebook has tons of them.
My twitter has records of where I am, what am I doing and how I feel.
I post pretty pictures and quotes at Tumblr.
I will blog whenever I feel like I have a need to do so.
So its not gonna be on regular basis. More like an impromptu occasion. Like right now.

Okay.
See you guys over at facebook for twitter alright?
Loves.

Seems like you were lost and I was bored. So let's make love this summer and shut the world out.

I used to complain, life is so boring with you around.
Forever doing the same old thing.
Watching you doing your own shopping were such a chore, as you're super choosy.
We used to run out of movies to watch, because we watch movies almost everyday.
Chilling out at your place, fooling around and wrestle each other.
I used to find that boring and just a waste of time.
But now,
Our lifestyles were not what it used to be.
You work your butts out almost everyday,
I club, chill with friends and waste every god damn day.

And you know what, I missed being bored out with you.
Yes, life is boring and predictable with you.
But did I tell you?
Life is almost unbearable without you.
Where's my boy? My best friend and soulmate.

Now, the person who knows everything about me is no longer you.
Its Rina.
We talked every single day.
And you know what, I am attached, but I feel like, I am single.
Just like Rina.
I might be feeling more carefree than her.
Because she's working.

Fml.

We all became what we don't intend to be.

lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. homework goes into the trash. detention becomes suspension. mobile phones are used in class. soda becomes vodka. bikes become cars. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet?… when the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties? dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth, and your mom was your hero? race issues were who ran the fastest. the only drug you knew of was cough medecine. the most pain you felt was when you scraped your knees. goodbyes were only until tomorrow. we couldn’t even wait to grow up.

One day I'll turn my head and look back at all the stupid things I have done & I am gonna ask myself if its all worth it.

Why can't I be a good girl?
Isn't true that once a good girl turn bad, you can never bring her back?

Why am I always trying to outsmart you?
Why can't I just listen to you everytime?
Just like the past.

Whatever, I am gonna lose more weight and leave the rest to God.

In God, we trust.
Amen. <3

I hate blogging here. I prefer my facebook, twitter and tumblr!

See you over there loves!

I build myself up and fly around in circles. Waiting as my heart drops. Finally, could this be it?

What Happens When You Fall In Love With

A chef? (You get buttered up.)
A chauffeur? (You get taken for a ride.)
A gambler? (He cheats on you.)
A telephone operator? (He gives you a phone-y line.)
A trashman? (He dumps you.)
A clockmaker? (He two-times you.)
A pastry cook? (He desserts you.)
A shoe salesman? (He walks all over you.)
An elevator operator? (He lets you down.)
An artist? (He gives you the brush.)
A jogger? (He gives you the run-around.)

I`m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows ;
Who will listen to a love song & see his face ; Who will look for him wherever she goes.
I`m the type of girl who doesn`t get over things easily ; Who will beat herself up when someone doesn`t love her back ; Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she`s not good enough.
I`m the kind of girl who can talk to a total stranger about anything & everything, but I can`t tell my best friend how much I`m hurting.
I hate not being invited to parties only cause I feel so alone, & I can`t understand how I don`t have many friends.
I`m the kind of girl who can pick herself up, & I can switch my feelings in a minute.But I`m also the type of girl who`s strong ; Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning ;
Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it ; Who will be no one but herself

I'm messy and sarcastic and jealous and vain and i'm standing here asking you to love me for all I am

I`m no where near perfect. i eat when i`m bored; i fall for boys too easily; i`m vulnerable to believing lies. I`m hoping that one day i don`t need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what i`m going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have best friends & enemies. I have drama & memories, & sometimes i forget why i`m even here.

The bravest that I've ever been was when I ran away from you.

He’s my kiss in the rain, my dance with no music.

he’s my kiss on the forehead, I love you, sweet dreams,

goodnight. he’s the never want to be without you kind

of guy. I’m living the dream every girl wants to live

see how he comes up and tells a stupid joke, and she
rolls her eyes at him and seems annoyed? look in her
eyes and you can tell she secretly loves it.

I am really so damn sick of this scene.

Life with Stanley is boring and predictable,
but life without Stanley is unbearable.
His my shelter, my big tree, my daily problem solver.
He'll laugh with me at all the girls I hated.
Insults all the boys I thought was cute.
His always nagging at me because of all the shits I did.
But I was not allow to do the same.
We forgive each others' shits because we cannot stand each others' absence.
His oh so tough but I am his 1st weakness.
His more than a bf, his my family, my habit my home.

I'm the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows; who will listen to a love song and see his face; who will look for him wherever she goes. I'm the type of girl who doesn't get over things easily; who will beat herself up when someone doesn't love her back; who will cry herself to sleep because she feels she's not good enough. But I'm also the type of girl who's strong; who can cry her eyes out and then forbid them to come back the next morning; who will blast some old pop song and sing it at the top of her lungs because she feels like it; who will be no one but herself.

You can't save a damsel if she loves her distress.

Sakae with dear Eileen Chong!

I used to know this girl who gave her love away to every guy she met. & with all the games they played, she never seemed to cry, she never got upset. & one by one they came, & one by one they left. I thought that I could fix her if she would let me in. But all of my advances were shut down, in the end. When the days turned into months, I begged her to explain & this is what she sang: "It's not like I'm a slut, I just want every boy I see to walk away with a part of me until there's nothing left to hold, until there's nothing left to hate. I appreciate your help but even you can't save me from myself."

Now, everything's back to normal.
Don't you worry love.
I don't need any hero in my sky anymore.
I am Dion Ho.
And I am fine.
:)
watch me fly.

You can tell a lot about a person's character by what they smile about.

Study session with Pam at sch library turn cam-whoring session.
Grrrr.

I am not those kinda skinny girls who whine like mad about how much they need to lose weight.
I whine because I am really fat now.

I need to lose weight.

I need to study.

I need to sleep early.

I need to spend lesser.

And I better do all of the above.
























I love that you make up silly little excuses to come over when we both know that you just want to see me, even if it's only for ten minutes.

Good girls blush during sex scenes in a movie. Bad girls know they could do it better.

In school library now.
Yeah, I know.
I ended up watching GG s1, using FB, reading quotes And Blogging.
HAHA at Dion.
Whatever.

I am getting real fat.
Need to do something about it. I am serious.
Bored out to the max
going to watch tooth fairy with Stanley ltr.
And Bob's a retard.

Failed Pick-Up Lines

“Haven’t I seen you someplace before?”
“Yeah, that’s why I don’t go there anymore.”

“Is this seat empty?”
“Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.”

“I know how to please a woman.”
“Then please leave me alone.”


“I want to give myself to you.”
“Sorry, I don’t accept cheap gifts.”

“I can tell that you want me.”
“Ohhhh. You’re so right. I want you… to leave.”


“Hey, baby, What’s your sign?”
“Stop.”

“Hey cutie, how ‘bout you and I hitting the hot spots?”
“Sorry, I don’t date outside my species.”


“Your place or mine?”
“Both. You go to yours and I’ll go to mine.”

If you are looking at a girl and she says “What are you looking at?”
say “I thought you were good looking, but I was mistaken.”

He: Would you like to dance?
She: Not with you.
He: Oh, come on. Lower your standards a little, I just did.


Q: What’s your name sexy?
A: Taken!

Q: Do you believe in love at first sight or do you want me to walk by again?
A: Yeah, but this time don’t stop!